THE WORLD STILL MOVES WITHOUT YOU
12 December 2007
Lightly Drizzle Wednesday (26 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2350 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 别让我哭 by 陈升
Mood: *Bird is still Sad*
Finally got back my Toshiba laptop today. Spent the whole day syncing everything and trying to get the hang of it again. Nothing beats my personal laptop, can surf porns in peace, download X-rated Movies, See like-that-also-can sex moves and stuffs. Plus I got super powerful firewall and internet protection. Nah, joking, no porns (yet). Should be the effect of the medication… Making me impotent. This is what happened when I got nothing to blog about…
Let’s see… I survive one day of not thinking about her. Tell me, seriously, how not to think of her. She’s going to Dragonfly later in the night… And guess what, none of my cheese pie friends can make it, all give cheese pie excuses. If I can go alone, why do you think I even ask them?! Not asking them for an arm or limb. Well, as I have said, they are cheese pie, so that basically summed up everything about them.
To further Giggs’s theory on friendship; as we aged, the quantity of friends lessens, while quality improves. How true, after some time, people have different priority and weird ideas. So either they drop out of your radar deliberate or you chose to close the loop. Nothing to be sad about or disappointed, that is life. The world still moves on without you.
On a sadder note, still trying to get her out of my system, slowly but surely, it will be done. It will be tough in the initial phase but it will be done, it has to be. Better this way, lesser heartache rather than prolonging this endless agony. I don’t understand God sometime. Why did He let us meet, if we could never be together? That is why perhaps, I chose to remain secular. It is easier on papers and explanation. I did not lose faith, but it is fading as I live my life.
I waited all my life, just hoping for one more minute with you, and I don’t even know you.
To end… to world’s end
I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it (City of Angels, 1998)
别让我哭 by 陈升
因为有山才能依偎着云, 然而它们可以生活在一起
因为有你所以才有等待, 等待情人风中依稀的身影
不了解自己甘心做你的影子, 就这样紧紧而无助地跟随着你
你要我哭我没有了名字, 我的名字从此叫做孤独
因为我不放心我自己, 才将我的生命托付了你
我已寻寻觅觅好几个世纪, 此生不能让你从我怀中离去
情人岂是可以随便说说而已
因为有心所以才有秘密, 然而大部份的时候都是些痛楚
不了解自己甘心做你的影子, 就这样紧紧而无助地跟随着你
你要我哭我没有了名字, 我的名字从此叫做嫉妒
Lightly Drizzle Wednesday (26 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2350 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 别让我哭 by 陈升
Mood: *Bird is still Sad*
Finally got back my Toshiba laptop today. Spent the whole day syncing everything and trying to get the hang of it again. Nothing beats my personal laptop, can surf porns in peace, download X-rated Movies, See like-that-also-can sex moves and stuffs. Plus I got super powerful firewall and internet protection. Nah, joking, no porns (yet). Should be the effect of the medication… Making me impotent. This is what happened when I got nothing to blog about…
Let’s see… I survive one day of not thinking about her. Tell me, seriously, how not to think of her. She’s going to Dragonfly later in the night… And guess what, none of my cheese pie friends can make it, all give cheese pie excuses. If I can go alone, why do you think I even ask them?! Not asking them for an arm or limb. Well, as I have said, they are cheese pie, so that basically summed up everything about them.
To further Giggs’s theory on friendship; as we aged, the quantity of friends lessens, while quality improves. How true, after some time, people have different priority and weird ideas. So either they drop out of your radar deliberate or you chose to close the loop. Nothing to be sad about or disappointed, that is life. The world still moves on without you.
On a sadder note, still trying to get her out of my system, slowly but surely, it will be done. It will be tough in the initial phase but it will be done, it has to be. Better this way, lesser heartache rather than prolonging this endless agony. I don’t understand God sometime. Why did He let us meet, if we could never be together? That is why perhaps, I chose to remain secular. It is easier on papers and explanation. I did not lose faith, but it is fading as I live my life.
I waited all my life, just hoping for one more minute with you, and I don’t even know you.
To end… to world’s end
I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it (City of Angels, 1998)
别让我哭 by 陈升
因为有山才能依偎着云, 然而它们可以生活在一起
因为有你所以才有等待, 等待情人风中依稀的身影
不了解自己甘心做你的影子, 就这样紧紧而无助地跟随着你
你要我哭我没有了名字, 我的名字从此叫做孤独
因为我不放心我自己, 才将我的生命托付了你
我已寻寻觅觅好几个世纪, 此生不能让你从我怀中离去
情人岂是可以随便说说而已
因为有心所以才有秘密, 然而大部份的时候都是些痛楚
不了解自己甘心做你的影子, 就这样紧紧而无助地跟随着你
你要我哭我没有了名字, 我的名字从此叫做嫉妒
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