I’M STARTING TO BECOME CONCERNED ABOUT MY OBSESSION WITH ANYTHING THAT MOVES

30 December 2009

Dreamy Wednesday (30 Degree Celsius)

Evening @ 2230 (Singapore Time)

Listen: 四季by黄丽玲

Mood: *SO much the better, I can fight in the shade

Time for the end-of-year recap and re-resolution. Alas, the pain and agony of it all…

Nevertheless, it’s a once a year pain, so its pretty much bearable. I hope…

So, now, the re-cap

Beside the fact that people are fuckers, I have somehow ascertain that, yup, people are basically still fuckers. No need to give any statistics or whatsoever, its just so simple, straightforward and sweet; people are and will always be fuckers.

I shall now give thanks to the friendship (both new and renewed) I made, the wonderful memories from friends and relatives alike and the arrival of my baby niece, Chloe.

Been a while since we had anything significance…

Moving on, I got married to my little beagle/angel/snoopy/the-best-thing in my life. Yes, finally haha and we are waiting very patiently for the arrival of our little daughter, Amelia.

Then now what… Well, I lost my will to write and slowly, but surely, I am dying a slow and painless death while the rest of you are dying of a slow and painful one, albeit on a more emotional tunes. Therein lies my dilemma, to be or not to be… Then it begs the question; it is not the being that is painful but the lack of it. I am basically fucked. By happiness and everything good about life.

I can barely feel my own negativity without breaking into happiness and all sunny and rosy. Told you I’m fucked.

To end, it is my tradition to finish this post in a prayer and wishes for the better

Though I walk through the valley of idiots, I shall fear neither joblessness nor the temptation to kick their ass, for I have my journal to curse them and my highly marketable job skills. But my investment portfolio isn’t doing as well as I hoped, and my bank account is virtually nonexistence, so if it’s not too much to ask, I need a higher return so I can escape from these clowns. And to live in splendor while they wrestle in the mud and hopefully me making it in one piece to find my precious…

That’s all for the year and hopefully, 2010 will be another non-eventful year (Save for the arrival of my little girl). Old liao, Mr Bird, cannot always got eventful things happening, my heart tak boleh tahan.

To the best thing that ever happen to me, (That’s my wife); Honey, I love you ever so much

And the next best thing that can happen (my daughter lah); Sweetie, Daddy and Mommy love you so so much

Happy 2010

P.S try to live through this, for everyone sake….