Sunday, March 1, 2009

WE LIVE, WE DIE AND THE WHEEL ON MY CAR GO ROUND AND ROUND

1 March 2009
Sunday (29 Degree Celsius)
Rainy Afternoon @ 1600 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 天天看到你by 阿杜
Mood: *No Feelings ah*

It has been a while ya… Where did I go then? What did I do? I mean WTF did I do?

Firstly, I was busying prepping for my first In-Camp Training (ICT). Before I get myself in, I needed to settle my civilian lives’ matters… Like like… My Day Job (I do have a job that pays for my bills you know…), my love life (Pacifying my little snoopy) and making damn sure all my bills are paid. On top of that, my little brother and SIL came back for a visit too. Wish I could spend more time with them but alas, wrong timing… Well, still awaiting the arrival of my cute little niece, awww

Anyway, back to ICT, it was not a bad experience, really. It was physically demanding (and I have to hear all my Chee Bye friends saying how relax ICT) and mentally draining. I guess I am just unlucky, having to do my ICT in an Infantry Unit and on top of that, specializing in defence position (Think Built up Trenches). In addition to the training demands, I have to meet some chee bye troopers. Oh well, I managed to post all the cheebye out of my platoon. I am guessing all the rest of the commanders are doing it too… You should have seen the people arrowed to be posted elsewhere. Just one glance you knew straight that they are platoon/company rejects. Oh well, we all made our choices (them included) and so… It’s the survival of the fittest and adaptability. Too bad…

Did the ICT humble me? I can’t really say. My goosey was telling me that I look like me kind of enjoying it. I guess so. I mean, I have to do it, by left, right or center. So… I might as well do a good job and while I am at it, be positive too. What I learnt from this short annual military stint is confidence and the right attitude to handle all kinds of situation; good or bad. It is life, it’s ain’t sweet and the worst thing is, you can’t choose. But still, I am also pretty glad it is over and Yes, another 9 years awaits. I think I did a pretty good job and it will be commented via a citation (end of course report to my head of department). So I get to be confident, to the best of my morals and ability, bonding with the men, keeping fit, and still gets commended. In summation, it is good.

Moving on, I also get to see the most beautiful rainbow after this heaviest rainfall during one of my many outfield exercises. It was beautiful. Without a doubt but alas, my silly little goose was not with me then… Never mind, we have many more rainbows to catch…

Speaking of my silly goose, we just watched Marley and Me at Suntec. It was an ok movie actually, nothing spectacular, nothing emotional-ly. Well, to me at least. Still, silly goose is a silly goose and she goes sniffing and tearing away. Gosh, my silly little goosey.

With that I ended my otherwise dull month. Oh well, we live, we die and the wheels on my car still go round and round. How is that for a start?



天天看到你 by 阿杜

一开始就误会, 关于你的倔强和不妥协
一离开就后悔, 因为你爱的很坚决

我被缠在一些傻问题, 譬如说用什么爱你
如果我就这样离去, 我的心会碎的像玻璃

天天看到你, 却产生了距离
爱越热心越冷的关系
也许这是我不够勇气, 去解开你防卫的外衣

天天看到你, 是习惯和必须
不可能跟可能, 我的心面对分离
Oh~ 我才知道自己有多爱你