我也希望有个人来爱
30 December 2007
Another Sunday (27 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2340 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 勇敢 by 张惠妹
Mood: *The wind in the Willow*
Every day passes by with no recollection. Everyday seems to be getting a little more unbearable, maybe I am turning crazy, maybe the world is going south… Maybe maybe maybe
There is no harm in living alone, doing things alone and be comfortable just by yourself. Well, not the least anyway. As Mrs Grimlock can attest to, some people are just engineered to be. Nature Nurture, nature nurture… it is like paying rent or buy Porn… Pay rent or buy porn… Both are passionately sane, one way or another…
If only nature meant it to be this way… isn’t it? Nah… I have long given up on anything good and lovingly… If there is a way, a life, a fate, it will mean to be. Eventually… if not, then it was never meant to be in the first place. Sounds a tad oxymoron but hey, that’s life.
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken and I would rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.
It’s the end of the year, time to stock take of the year happening, misses and takers. Seems like this year is especially interesting… So many things have happened, so many misses and nothing gain or given. I am still a BIG BAD BIRD, nothing much has change. Oh well…
Something to remember me though…
算了吧，不再等了，也不去想那么多了
可能是夜深人静时, 寂寞有一点难奈吧
路难走也要走下去… 没法子，命微薄吧
她曾问我; Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me
I have known many, liked not a few but loved only one…
我也希望有个人来爱…
谁都不该让你心碎 by 张克帆
Another Sunday (27 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2340 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 勇敢 by 张惠妹
Mood: *The wind in the Willow*
Every day passes by with no recollection. Everyday seems to be getting a little more unbearable, maybe I am turning crazy, maybe the world is going south… Maybe maybe maybe
There is no harm in living alone, doing things alone and be comfortable just by yourself. Well, not the least anyway. As Mrs Grimlock can attest to, some people are just engineered to be. Nature Nurture, nature nurture… it is like paying rent or buy Porn… Pay rent or buy porn… Both are passionately sane, one way or another…
If only nature meant it to be this way… isn’t it? Nah… I have long given up on anything good and lovingly… If there is a way, a life, a fate, it will mean to be. Eventually… if not, then it was never meant to be in the first place. Sounds a tad oxymoron but hey, that’s life.
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken and I would rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.
It’s the end of the year, time to stock take of the year happening, misses and takers. Seems like this year is especially interesting… So many things have happened, so many misses and nothing gain or given. I am still a BIG BAD BIRD, nothing much has change. Oh well…
Something to remember me though…
算了吧，不再等了，也不去想那么多了
可能是夜深人静时, 寂寞有一点难奈吧
路难走也要走下去… 没法子，命微薄吧
她曾问我; Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me
I have known many, liked not a few but loved only one…
我也希望有个人来爱…
谁都不该让你心碎 by 张克帆
夜慢慢的后退, 黎明近在眼前
睡在臂弯中的你那么美
谁曾让你心碎, 又让你无路可退
在我怀里哭整夜
多想留你在身边, 解你的伤悲到永远
不管是错是对我愿一个人背
看你憔悴看你喝醉, 看你笑的无助后悔
真正爱你的人却只能为你心疼
不要你恨不要你怨, 谁都不该让你心碎
抹去你的泪, 拥有你是我一生的心愿
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