在我眼里你永远最美, 连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
18 August 2007
Nice Saturday (33 Degree Celsius)
Afternoon @ 1220 (Washington DC Time)
Listen: 别以为男人就不会哭 by 巫启贤
Mood: *Feed them to the Lions*
Last 2nd weekend before I go home. Nothing much to do actually, now doing my last burst of packing, Yup, my last burst last very long… Since like 2 months ago? That is correct.
Anyway, it is kind of sad moving away from my apartment. Gosh, I spent so many memorable times in it; YL, my family, Kwek’s, friends, colleagues… I am sure going to miss my apartment. Well, that’s life. Time and tide never waits for anyone. Move Along Boys & Girls… Time to do what a Bird got to do.
Yes, still kind of busy with work. My Successor has arrived early week and kind of settling him down nicely. I am getting exceedingly efficient being a local agent and other administrative stuffs. Yup, every fucker we encountered was amazed at the speed I got both my boss and replacement settled in. Yup, if only my performance bonus can be increased. Well, that’s life, it is ok.
What does life entails me back home? I shudder to think about it… I got no skills, no friends, no money, no sex life haha. Ok, sex (and everything) aside, it is going to be a hard climb to the working life again. It is tough and demanding here but I had fun. Now all I need is getting reacclimatised again. As in my other thesis, I argued that Humans are pretty resilient creatures, those who couldn’t adapt will be long gone (like suicide or other escape route) and those who could and excel, got all the spoils and die of heart attack (eventually). The moral of my thesis? Don’t stand outside the box… Very bad for health, both physical and psychologically.
Everyone needs a hug every now and then, it is like some rebooting mechanism you find in computing systems. It does wonders to your well being, just as a baby would react favourably to physical touch, we too are not at all different. I do miss you, at times (like now)… And I always wonder why. Perhaps in time to come, I will not be bothered by the question as much as the answers. Perhaps too, that I am destined to be alone. Not anyone’s fault or some divine jokes, but it is something I should, perhaps would but not in present could accept it.
在我眼里你永远最美, 连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
别以为男人就不会哭 by 巫启贤
我为你祝福虽然已经都说清楚
我们的感情不太聪明两个人爱得像傻子
多年来的坚持怎么会这样就结束
放下沉重的包袱只想找回自由的孤独
Nice Saturday (33 Degree Celsius)
Afternoon @ 1220 (Washington DC Time)
Listen: 别以为男人就不会哭 by 巫启贤
Mood: *Feed them to the Lions*
Last 2nd weekend before I go home. Nothing much to do actually, now doing my last burst of packing, Yup, my last burst last very long… Since like 2 months ago? That is correct.
Anyway, it is kind of sad moving away from my apartment. Gosh, I spent so many memorable times in it; YL, my family, Kwek’s, friends, colleagues… I am sure going to miss my apartment. Well, that’s life. Time and tide never waits for anyone. Move Along Boys & Girls… Time to do what a Bird got to do.
Yes, still kind of busy with work. My Successor has arrived early week and kind of settling him down nicely. I am getting exceedingly efficient being a local agent and other administrative stuffs. Yup, every fucker we encountered was amazed at the speed I got both my boss and replacement settled in. Yup, if only my performance bonus can be increased. Well, that’s life, it is ok.
What does life entails me back home? I shudder to think about it… I got no skills, no friends, no money, no sex life haha. Ok, sex (and everything) aside, it is going to be a hard climb to the working life again. It is tough and demanding here but I had fun. Now all I need is getting reacclimatised again. As in my other thesis, I argued that Humans are pretty resilient creatures, those who couldn’t adapt will be long gone (like suicide or other escape route) and those who could and excel, got all the spoils and die of heart attack (eventually). The moral of my thesis? Don’t stand outside the box… Very bad for health, both physical and psychologically.
Everyone needs a hug every now and then, it is like some rebooting mechanism you find in computing systems. It does wonders to your well being, just as a baby would react favourably to physical touch, we too are not at all different. I do miss you, at times (like now)… And I always wonder why. Perhaps in time to come, I will not be bothered by the question as much as the answers. Perhaps too, that I am destined to be alone. Not anyone’s fault or some divine jokes, but it is something I should, perhaps would but not in present could accept it.
在我眼里你永远最美, 连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
别以为男人就不会哭 by 巫启贤
我为你祝福虽然已经都说清楚
我们的感情不太聪明两个人爱得像傻子
多年来的坚持怎么会这样就结束
放下沉重的包袱只想找回自由的孤独
这一路我们走的好辛苦
每一步都值得我回顾
你的好我记得住就算我俩已形同陌路
不认输眼泪不能轻易付出
你给我的快乐你给我的满足
心甘情愿为你糊涂
不认输别以为男人就不会哭
你带走的快乐你带走的满足
咸咸的泪水夹著痛苦我不会在乎
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