WHY YOU STILL FEEL ALONE?

25 June 2007
Monday (29 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2115 (Washington DC Time)
Listen: California by Savage Garden
Mood: *Where Are you? *

Found this song when I casually bought the Savage Garden’s best series. It kind of summed up everything I wanted to ask and tell you. The entire lyrics is too long for my format (yup, all my entries are based upon a format, for uniformity) so some of it got chop.

After all of these, why do you still feel alone?
I guess I will be fine, I have been through these many times and now, it doesn’t hurt as much.

I know I deserve better

But I still love you…

Perhaps nothing could say it better than his lyrics

There is nothing I can say, there are no good words left anyway
Besides people are cruel and the world still moves without you, oh …

I do hope it will stay, just one minute for us, so that I can live in that moment when you say how much I meant to you. But then as hard as we tried to convince ourselves otherwise; the world still moves without you and me. Just as you will never loves me.

I miss you then, I miss you now.

Where are you?

California by Savage Garden

I got a cottage with a sea view; I got a regular summer tan
I’ve been working up the courage to call you all year, oh...

There is nothing I can say, there are no good words left anyway
Besides people are cruel and the world still moves without you, oh …

Welcome to my Californian home
You don’t have to call me; you can leave when you want
There’s a picture by my bed
There’s a light in your eyes
I don’t know, well I don’t know
Why you still feel alone?

And we were dying from the get go, I was dreaming but you never believed
I was trying to fit myself in the spaces between, oh ...

And you were kind and sometimes cruel, you said all the world’s love couldn’t satisfy you
And nothing could have hurt me as much as the truth
Ohhh darling

Welcome to my Californian home
You don’t have to call me, you can leave when you want
There’s a picture by my bed
There’s a light in your eyes
I don’t know
Tell me ‘cause I want to find out
Do you still feel alone?

Love is illusive when you search for it, don’t I know
Happiness sometimes it just creeps in, don’t I know

I’m going crazy
I’ve been wondering, do you still feel alone?

I need to find, some kind of peace of mind
I need to find
I got a cottage with a sea view; I got a regular summer tan
I know that I deserve more
But I still love you

Welcome to my California (I need to find)
Even though I’m not good for you (Some kind of peace of mind)
There’s a part of me still waiting for you (I need to find)
Welcome to my happy ending (I need to find)
Even though it’s fun contending (Some kind of peace of mind)
I know, I know you can’t look back, you can never go back

Welcome to my Californian home
I know, you can never go back again
I know I need to find, do you still feel?
Welcome to my Californian home (I need to find)
Even though I’m no good for you (Some kind of peace of mind)
Deep inside there’s a piece of me, there’s a piece of me
Still waiting for you to come home

Welcome to my Californian home (I need to find)
I know you can never look back, you can never look back again (Some kind of peace of mind)
But tell me ‘cause I want to find out

Do you still feel alone?