I CAME TO A REALIZATION THAT NO ONE GIVES A HOOT

25 May 2010

Hot Hot Tuesday (34 Degree Celsius)

Early Night @ 2100 (Singapore Time)

Listen: 他一定很爱你by 阿杜

Mood: *Damn”

Goodness, it is boiling hot lately. There is no coolness at all… all day and night, oh well

As usual, I have to complain about my work. My boss has becometh from bad to worst. He called in the HR manager to give us (or in his word, clarification) a talk about Off-in-lieu policies. You know what I think? He is ball-less. How can you ask HR can he give us off for this, or for that… If I’m HR Manager, of course I will cite the policies to bring my point across. Either he is gut-less to give us the leeway or he just want HR to let us know that we are basically being fucked.

How in the world has happened… It was ok in the begining, not that good, not that bad also. And now, we are being buang left right center, and all because of his ball-less-ness. Then there is Doreen. She request to be release 15min earlier on certain days, like once a week. Boss agrees. Then when his Fucked Up Secretary came to know of it, she cowpeh cowbu till everyone becometh a CB. Boss asked me to inquire from HR (yup, HR Policy again). Obviously, HR will just cite its stand based on policy, why should they bend the law just for one chap. BUT, HOD has the authority to give these leeways here and there. And yet, because he is scare shit, he wanted me to be the bearer of bad news to rescind his earlier approval. Fuck, there is no way I’m doing it. If he asks me why I no tell Doreen, I will say I busy. Which brings me to Internal Audit.

You know, after so much effort and pain, making sure every damn Quality-related information we had can pass with flying colors for the internal audit, I came to the realization that anything and everything is useless. Why? Because no one gives a damn. No one in the department, no one in the company gives a hoot. Only me, who kept worrying about how to gather all the necessary information for updates and then some more. This is truly a tragedy. Oh well, like I said, fuck it, I’m leaving.

Claire had a scare on Sunday morning. She was having a fever in the morning. So I rushed over to see her and then back for a quick shower (we decided to send her to pediatrician). After shower, the scares over, Claire fever has subsided. Oh well…. Later, I decided to visit the new Lifestyle center at Mt Faber SAFRA. Seems like damn cool like that, according to the newsletter, it is bigger and more stylo than the E-mart at Warrant officer club. So I drove 15 min to and 15 min back, paid 3 bucks for parking and all I got is a lousy T-shirt, wait, screw the T-shirt. It was not good at all. NO GOOD AT ALL. I think the Warrant Officer Club’s E-mart wins hand down…

And now how? My only joy and comfort is my little precious. My little Claire and Snoopy… Haiz…

他一定很爱你 by 阿杜

我躲在车里, 手握著香槟

想要给你, 生日的惊喜

你越走越近, 有两个声音

我措手不及, 只得楞在那里

我应该在车底, 不应该在车里

看到你们有多甜蜜

这样一来, 我也比较容易死心

给我离开的勇气

他一定很爱你, 也把我比下去

分手也只用了一分钟而已

他一定很爱你, 比我会讨好你

不会像我这样孩子气, 为难着你