Tuesday, January 15, 2008

于是我们照亮了沉默, 习惯了孤单, 才发现爱原来是寂寞™

15 January 2008
Sunny Tuesday (32 Degree Celsius)
Afternoon @ 1200 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 乘虚而入 by 苏永康
Mood: *Cow friend Horsie”

说也惭愧, I dated her like for so long and yet I have not wrote a nice entry for her, ever. Why didn’t I?

I supposed everything has a reason; she DUMPED me… She BITES me. Well, she still BITES me. The truth, I do not quite know. Besides, she blocked my msn messenger for a good 1 year before relented and started chatting again.

Him: I fell in love, sorry…

Her: Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment, there's always a moment, "I can do this, I can give into this, or I can resist it", and I don't know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one.

That part I am guilty.

I think part of my problem is my lack of concentration in whatever I do. That is, in a simpler emotional state; I am inattentive. Also, according to her, I also tend to keep most things to myself and not sharing all aspects of life. But, that is me what, I argued.

Being together needs compromise and understanding, tons of it. Compromise on my everything and understand nothing of her. That way, it is a sure fire way to prolong your life. But then, 简单就没意识了. Alas, the great complexity of life.

For better or worse, at least there are happy moments, nostalgia collection to keep us going during those long cold lonely nights. That is my tragedy, comedy or whatever mankind made it out to be.

乘虚而入 by 苏永康

亲爱的别哭, 慢慢把话说清楚
沉默是最难抵抗的冲突, 只听到彼此的孤独

别轻言结束, 让我有机会弥补
我不再让一切以我为主, 不会再让你跟不上我的脚步

是我自私, 我麻木, 我忘了付出, 一切都是我的疏忽
才会让你心里多了一个角落
让寂寞填补

女人的心, 男人若不能保护, 还有什么资格谈幸福
我不该让寂寞一再的和你相处
一再乘虚而入

我清楚, 爱情里唯一的企图
是让对方觉得被在乎
让彼此感到幸福

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

They say men needs little love and alot of understandings..women needs alot of love and little understandings.

How true.