YOU ASKED ME IF I LOVE YOU AND I CHOKED ON MY REPLY…
11 November 2007
Cloudy Sunday (32 Degree Celsius)
Lonely Night @ 2055 (Singapore Time)
Listen: My Pain, literally
Mood: *DUH*
Same old same old, nothing much happened since Thursday… Oh just as a gap filler, I actually missed my weekly cowpeh-ing last night; Saturday night being the ritual complaining day. Oh well, guess I can make it up tonight or whenever this post is like, posted?
Following Thursday run, I happened to strain one of my inner thigh muscles (yup, you don’t know its use/comfort till you injured it) and it has been a source (albeit light) of my discomfort since. I thought this morning would have recovered but no leh, after running for 3km in East Coast, we decided to give up and walk back to Car Park. Alrighty, today both Han & myself were pretty slack, don’t seems to find the inspiration to run… Oh well.
Friday went to collect Nyo’s CDs collection. I had them all ripped in one go on Saturday, talk about damn free and damn nothingness; the “Idle mind is a Devil’s playground” but more of that later. Speaking of devil’s playground, recently I have been suppressing my urge and temptation for one of my many interests. I am weak in face of such temptation; more so when it does not bring any perceived harm/hurt to anyone (maybe family members but I digress) and maybe, just maybe societal acceptance of one’s moral preferences and liking. How to accept? Singapore still quite conservative and besides, for obvious reasons, it does not have a future. Ah, I shall stop at this point in time… For everyone’s sake.
Future, haiz... The more I chat with *censored*, I love these little Censored thingy lately
There will be no living with her after this… (As quoted by Capt Sparrow in Pirates of the Caribbean’s)
Speaking of the idle mind theory, I think I really need a job to redefine myself. I cannot stand this bleakness of a jobless life, not so much of the financial returns (though that helps in some way) but for its societal recognition and assimilation. Ah, that sounds so much like the big P word, PRIDE. Oh well… For what its worth, I supposed that’s life…
I always like you.
For some reasons, I suppressed my feelings for the longest time. I supposed that is my way of loving you, though as unworthy as my love for you, you are still special to me. I hope that one day, you will realize that hey, there is me, in that corner of your life, waiting for you.
I have always missed you
Cloudy Sunday (32 Degree Celsius)
Lonely Night @ 2055 (Singapore Time)
Listen: My Pain, literally
Mood: *DUH*
Same old same old, nothing much happened since Thursday… Oh just as a gap filler, I actually missed my weekly cowpeh-ing last night; Saturday night being the ritual complaining day. Oh well, guess I can make it up tonight or whenever this post is like, posted?
Following Thursday run, I happened to strain one of my inner thigh muscles (yup, you don’t know its use/comfort till you injured it) and it has been a source (albeit light) of my discomfort since. I thought this morning would have recovered but no leh, after running for 3km in East Coast, we decided to give up and walk back to Car Park. Alrighty, today both Han & myself were pretty slack, don’t seems to find the inspiration to run… Oh well.
Friday went to collect Nyo’s CDs collection. I had them all ripped in one go on Saturday, talk about damn free and damn nothingness; the “Idle mind is a Devil’s playground” but more of that later. Speaking of devil’s playground, recently I have been suppressing my urge and temptation for one of my many interests. I am weak in face of such temptation; more so when it does not bring any perceived harm/hurt to anyone (maybe family members but I digress) and maybe, just maybe societal acceptance of one’s moral preferences and liking. How to accept? Singapore still quite conservative and besides, for obvious reasons, it does not have a future. Ah, I shall stop at this point in time… For everyone’s sake.
Future, haiz... The more I chat with *censored*, I love these little Censored thingy lately
There will be no living with her after this… (As quoted by Capt Sparrow in Pirates of the Caribbean’s)
Speaking of the idle mind theory, I think I really need a job to redefine myself. I cannot stand this bleakness of a jobless life, not so much of the financial returns (though that helps in some way) but for its societal recognition and assimilation. Ah, that sounds so much like the big P word, PRIDE. Oh well… For what its worth, I supposed that’s life…
I always like you.
For some reasons, I suppressed my feelings for the longest time. I supposed that is my way of loving you, though as unworthy as my love for you, you are still special to me. I hope that one day, you will realize that hey, there is me, in that corner of your life, waiting for you.
I have always missed you
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