Tuesday, October 9, 2007

I TRIED BEING NORMAL ONCE, BUT BUT … IT DIDN’T WORK OUT

9 October 2007
Nice Tuesday (30 Degree Celsius)
Morning @ 1000 (Singapore time)
Listen: 宽容 by 张信哲
Mood: *It is just another Day*

As a continuation of my title… So how now? Lan lan, don’t ask…

Anyway, some updates for you. Firstly, I think I have found my easi-link card. Not exactly me finding it… It’s my mom; apparently. Despite her nags and stuffs, she is pretty good at finding things. Yup, Moms always have an eye for discrepancies in daily details (like my misplaced cigarettes box haha)

Went for a good drink (read heavy) with Giggs last minute on Friday. We decide at 1030pm and be meeting an hour later… I had a good drink, so much so that I vomited my lunch/dinner/snacks, had a terrible hangover the day after and nearly couldn’t make it for my Eric Moo (巫启贤) in concert on Saturday night. Luckily I strong… 2 mugs of tea and some DIY porridge later, I am nearly good to go, which is a good thing. His concert is always more down to earth and easy going, which is a blessing, especially after I just had a sad episode (on my part). Next time don’t drink so much, my esophagus was badly damaged due to excessive vomiting of gastric juices and I had to nurse it back to health… But it feels good… and I like it.

My shipment came yesterday and I spend the whole day unpacking. People said it before, and now I must admit haha, I am a super bird who single-handedly unpacked 100 boxes worth of Junks. Moving the boxes around, in itself is a feat, not to mention unpacking the content. You get the drift.

I actually took a cab to work this morning. Cannot lah, my back is really sore will all the moving and unpacking. I knew it, the day after any strenuous exercise (like sex for instance) would render my body ache. Oh well, it is not everyday I get to overexert myself haha. Today meeting LK (plus a third chap), from the looks of my sentence, you will know it is not me who initiate it. Seriously, if I date LK out for a makan, why would I ask anyone else? Maybe Han, but he not that free haha.

I still missed you but then, it is only for Bird

I am in a dilemma; should I or shouldn’t I take the plunge? Would it change anything?

宽容 by 张信哲

凌晨两点半, 你还在我身旁
关上电话, 我不想和谁再多说话
爱着你的我, 认真听你说的每句话

凌晨两点半, 你不在我身旁
讨厌自己, 为何还要这样的牵挂
爱着你的我, 无法隐瞒自己对你的想法

你说你想要找个宽厚的肩膀
问自己带你到什么地方
看着明天, 告诉我你不会紧张
跟着我海角和天涯

我说我想要找个避风的港湾
谢谢你陪我到任何地方
你的宽容, 还有我温柔的包容
没有泪的夜晚是天堂

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