DON’T HIT BIRD. NO SERIOUSLY, BIRD HAS GUN NOW…
27 September 2007
Rainy Thursday (29 Degree Celsius)
Afternoon @ 1330 (Singapore)
Listen: 直觉 by张信哲
Mood: *Cow fuck Cow, as obvious*
Today rained rather heavily, thought of calling in sick but alas, I was pretty much awaken by 7am, despite sleeping only at 3 the morning before. Oh well, one thing I can ascertain; the older you are, the less of everything you need; sleep, food (sort of), sex (hypothetically speaking) and sex (period).
Did not have lunch yesterday, which is sad for me. If you know me, you will know how important lunch is. Same reason as Lunching in US (albeit a little variation), Lunch is the MOST important part of my daily cycle while the rest of the events are mere gap filler, so imagine my desperation and anger. Luckily, someone up there really likes me, I don’t feel a tinge of hunger, well at least till 2pm. In any case, Humans will pay for their insolence, this I promise you. No Matter, I have waited for two thousand years, what is another couple more hours. Yes yes, What is another couple of hours more… When thing comes around and the universe unfolded by itself, I will personally drown a lot of people in warm beer and feed them to the lions.
Still alive despite numerous attempts on my life, ya, those pesky little mosquitoes and humans but I don’t blame them, it is but a survival instinct on their part. On that note, I am lonely. Yup, and if you know me, I will do whatever in my power, anything and everything to kill off my loneliness, and I mean ANYTHING. So much so upon recollection on that the things I do, I feel a sense of stupidity and dejected. I blame the societal at large. Who else can I blame? I need a projection, a sense of focus and concentration. Where are you, my Love?
Everyday on the MRT, I will numb myself with loud music, oblivious to my surrounding. I am lonely and seeing those dovey lovey couples isn’t helping. I too, am only a man, and am a lonely one. Recently something emotional happened. Not emotional Emotional but just feel a sense of despair. *Censored Sentence*
*Censored Paragraph*
Rainy Thursday (29 Degree Celsius)
Afternoon @ 1330 (Singapore)
Listen: 直觉 by张信哲
Mood: *Cow fuck Cow, as obvious*
Today rained rather heavily, thought of calling in sick but alas, I was pretty much awaken by 7am, despite sleeping only at 3 the morning before. Oh well, one thing I can ascertain; the older you are, the less of everything you need; sleep, food (sort of), sex (hypothetically speaking) and sex (period).
Did not have lunch yesterday, which is sad for me. If you know me, you will know how important lunch is. Same reason as Lunching in US (albeit a little variation), Lunch is the MOST important part of my daily cycle while the rest of the events are mere gap filler, so imagine my desperation and anger. Luckily, someone up there really likes me, I don’t feel a tinge of hunger, well at least till 2pm. In any case, Humans will pay for their insolence, this I promise you. No Matter, I have waited for two thousand years, what is another couple more hours. Yes yes, What is another couple of hours more… When thing comes around and the universe unfolded by itself, I will personally drown a lot of people in warm beer and feed them to the lions.
Still alive despite numerous attempts on my life, ya, those pesky little mosquitoes and humans but I don’t blame them, it is but a survival instinct on their part. On that note, I am lonely. Yup, and if you know me, I will do whatever in my power, anything and everything to kill off my loneliness, and I mean ANYTHING. So much so upon recollection on that the things I do, I feel a sense of stupidity and dejected. I blame the societal at large. Who else can I blame? I need a projection, a sense of focus and concentration. Where are you, my Love?
Everyday on the MRT, I will numb myself with loud music, oblivious to my surrounding. I am lonely and seeing those dovey lovey couples isn’t helping. I too, am only a man, and am a lonely one. Recently something emotional happened. Not emotional Emotional but just feel a sense of despair. *Censored Sentence*
*Censored Paragraph*
After 30 years on this planet, I should have given up all hope of finding the right girl. I could settle down for anyone but why pretend to love her when I don’t… Why make a girl falls for you when you are not ready to love her, to comfort her? But like I said, I will do anything to kill loneliness. That includes making others’ suffer for my heartlessness. I am not proud of my action and I know fully that I will be damned for it, including my *Censored Sentence* . But for now, I couldn’t care less.
直觉 by 张信哲
心, 是一个容器, 不停的累积, 关於你的点点滴滴
虽然我, 总守口如瓶, 思念却满, 溢溅湿了我眼睛
因为, 我太想念你, 所以才害怕, 这孤独大的不著边际
若, 此刻能奔向你, 紧紧拥抱你, 我会毫不迟疑
直觉我们应属於彼此, 否则我不会每次无法停止
想你想成了心事, 等你等成了坚持, 眼中渴望来不及掩饰又如此诚实
直觉我们应属於彼此, 否则我不会常常若有所失
白天眨眼瞬间里, 夜晚呼吸气息里, 都写满了我是多么爱你想你的讯息
