I AM GOING OUTSIDE TO MAKE OUT, CARE TO JOIN ME? MUAHAHA

24 January 2008
Thursday (24 Degree Celsius)
Afternoon @ 1300 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 勇敢 by 张惠妹 (Again, Muahaha)
Mood: *Cow & Horsie ignored Sheepie”

Wau lan eh, I happened to re-read my previous post and found like 8 censored line items. Like that still post for fuck right? Censored here censored there… scare people see still want to post… Sometime I don’t understand the things I do… Oh Fuck it…

Someone made an interesting comment that it (neutral gender) knows how it feels like being in my shoes, like Jobless for 3 months and no light at the end of tunnel.

First thing first, NO, YOU DO NOT FUCKING KNOW HOW I FEEL.

Every day sending out countless resumes, stay business/daily relevance, steadfast and not waver in face of bleakness. It is not the waiting that is fricking painful but the uncertainty and despair setting in time and again. YOU do not know how it is like to be 3 months jobless, without fucking pay and yet have to cover insurance premium and of course, the credit card bills.

Quit your fucking job, stay unemployed for a few months, paid up like 1.5K of credit card bills EVERY month while maintaining your lifestyle, then I say we are in the same league. If not, don’t tell me you know how it feels and yours its like 6 months or so longer. YOU made an active choice NOT quitting your fucking dead end job and while you had your chances. YOU dread forsaking your comfortable job schedule, timing and responsibility. Fucking whine and stay confuse for what? Now you are telling me what? You are in the same league as me?

You are a product of your own making and indecisiveness. Who are to be blamed for your stupidity and self fulfilling prophecy?

Like my Supreme Commander used to say; BALLS to you (Or Bollocks).

On a happier note, I notice something of interest today…

To the untrained eyes, we would not even have flinched. One word (or sentence), MILF.

You can do a Google search for it, though highly not recommended during work (like NSFW – Not suitable for Work) for obvious reasons.

Gosh, you should have seen the number of MILF in the void decks, waiting for their little ones finishing Pre and Junior schools. Damn! Some of them are even younger than me. Argh, I only notice them (in a big setting) like today while on my way to grab my cigarettes. Damn man… They are, how you put it across simply and in English? Errm, like MILF haha.

Nyo has a point; soon even the aunties would look delicious (don’t know was that in reference to me or him), cos I don’t seems to be able to wean off my preference for SYT haha.

Anyway, that kept me thinking on why our taste (mostly) changes with time (or age). My hypothesis is that there is this switch like thing in brain that will automatically tuned whenever you reaches a certain age. For example, in our teens, we do not consciously looking at aunties (like those in 30s) and only concentrate on girls like… Teens? It changes as we aged (or mature). I think there is this evolutionary benefit to it. The law aside (pedophile rings a bell?), it make sense changing our sexual lifestyle. Older People have lesser sex but of more intensity and pleasurable ones. This has got to do with maturity, planning and responsibility, unlike quickie sessions for the younger species.

Though I must add, sometime, switch also screw up. That is why still have people like me who still love SYT, despite being like OLD. Gosh, my prefer age range still relatively stable, from 17 to 35… haha. Why 17? Cos anything below that is statutory rape. Seriously, try explaining to the Judge why the 16 year old girl is naked in your hotel room… Consent doesn’t mean legal. That in itself is another long theory. Lets work on that another time.