Saturday, November 3, 2007

LIFE’S A BITCH. CAUSE IF IT IS A SLUT, IT WILL BE EASY

3 November 2007
Saturday (28 Degree Celsius)
Lonely Evening @ 1900 (Singapore time)
Listen: 别让我哭 by 陈升
Mood: *Life is…Lonely*

It seems that my blog of recent seems to lack that X significance… then I realize… Oh, I am jobless, how nice… Was telling JoJo that I am defined by my work; sad as it may sound, but still, life has to go on. Not that I am going anywhere or staying put, just that these 4 days of nothingness is a little hard to bear; egoistically, mentally and physically (in that order). Not that I have nothing better to do (heck, I spent most of it in nightlife…) but this is not something I particularly looked forward to. Not lest to say, the girls’ meeting but that’s another story.

So now you have it, in its full glory; every Saturday night musing of my loneliness, despair and stuffs. Keep it as a tradition lah, easier for the heart.

Following on the last entry, I went for a dinner gathering on Wednesday with Giggs, Cho & Khoo. After which we waited ½ hour for cheebye cab and still no luck, so lan lan took the MRT home (at 11 somemore). No choice, nowadays old already, cannot walk too much, seems to enjoy taking cab haha. Reach home, shower and went online to see who is as bored as me. Saw LK… and guess what? We actually decided to go Zouk (Mambo Night) at 1am… Pick her up at 1.45am and only reached Mambo at 2.15… Talk about super bored and nothing to do.

We had fun… Dancing and chatting away… How can anyone not enjoy the companionship with someone as bubbly as LK?

Thursday went for dinner with Chris, Rachel & Leela. Pity Grayze couldn’t join as (like ever) and well, I always like the feeling of talking cock over drinks and desserts. I am not a party animal lah, unless occasion calls for it. That’s why I prefer Jazz bar to Pubs and Clubs.

Went for an ice-cream break with JoJo on Friday afternoon (damn free right). Later in the evening, Nicole called in for a movie but somehow we ended up in Ministry of Sound (MOS) despite my protest and reluctance and besides, I am not in the mood for clubbing. It was there and then that I had a revelation. *Censored Paragraph... for my sake*

Speaking of which, I think mom has becometh increasingly naggy. I don’t think staying under the same roof is a good idea after like 3 years away. I missed my alone-ness in US. Time has change, people changed and while I acknowledges the fact that I am rather not that easy to live with, but I already very nice already… Wau liew, that, apparently did not stop the continuous nagging. Oh well…

Oh yes, I spent 30 min last night, cleaning off all the bird’s shit on car. Nabei, now I know, cannot cheebye parked under open carpark in Orchard. Just in a span of 1 hour, my whole fucking car was covered with bird shits. How can a couple of cheebye birds able to shit until covered the whole car! No choice, went for a car wash in the middle of the night (2am) and it was not pleasant. I fucking want to kill all the birds! But then, since it’s the same species as me (figuratively speaking), lan lan accepted it. Well, next time I might not be all that lenient to those fucking birds.

Keep shitting birds, I am reloading…

I am missing you, if only you have a name… 你在哭吗? 在一个我再也到不了的地方™…

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