于是我也习惯了孤单
16 October 2007
Sudden Shower Tuesday (28 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2100 (Singapore time)
Listen: No Song, just sound of my Heart Breaking
Mood: *Heart Breaking*
Today just one of the “Another Day” thingy… Woke up at 4am, decides not to sleep anymore and started surfing net… That too, getting bored after an hour and so decide again to go for a car spin/smoke break. Drive to end of the world, see how early people can be and then when the sun started rising, decides once again to go home. That in effect, sums up my entire morning.
Went to do some paper work for cheese pie company to release me, idle here, chat up with Mr Yeo & Mandy, saw pretty Angeling, small talk with her a bit and had lunch with Buddy Hiok. Had some food and then took the metro back home. Idle at home, thought of sending a farewell note to colleagues but decided not to. If they are my friends (which in my criteria; both rare and very limited in number), they ought to know I have left and would have the means to stay in contact and if they are not, then no point in anything in the first place.
Another 2 more working days to go and I will be officially out of job and out of Cheese Pie Company. I will missed my working days, and I can’t help but wonder what my next job will be? Haiz, in any case life is tough, too bad for me. Having said that, I hope to enjoy my period of lobo-ness. I would like to do a lot of things, namely; running 5km every day, weights, swim, golf and flirt. Hehe, maybe flirt can still do it, since it does not require much effort on my part… the only problem is, I don’t have a target. Well, that’s a fuck life, ain’t it?
真实 by 张惠妹
你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人, 都像我一样笨
Sudden Shower Tuesday (28 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2100 (Singapore time)
Listen: No Song, just sound of my Heart Breaking
Mood: *Heart Breaking*
Today just one of the “Another Day” thingy… Woke up at 4am, decides not to sleep anymore and started surfing net… That too, getting bored after an hour and so decide again to go for a car spin/smoke break. Drive to end of the world, see how early people can be and then when the sun started rising, decides once again to go home. That in effect, sums up my entire morning.
Went to do some paper work for cheese pie company to release me, idle here, chat up with Mr Yeo & Mandy, saw pretty Angeling, small talk with her a bit and had lunch with Buddy Hiok. Had some food and then took the metro back home. Idle at home, thought of sending a farewell note to colleagues but decided not to. If they are my friends (which in my criteria; both rare and very limited in number), they ought to know I have left and would have the means to stay in contact and if they are not, then no point in anything in the first place.
Another 2 more working days to go and I will be officially out of job and out of Cheese Pie Company. I will missed my working days, and I can’t help but wonder what my next job will be? Haiz, in any case life is tough, too bad for me. Having said that, I hope to enjoy my period of lobo-ness. I would like to do a lot of things, namely; running 5km every day, weights, swim, golf and flirt. Hehe, maybe flirt can still do it, since it does not require much effort on my part… the only problem is, I don’t have a target. Well, that’s a fuck life, ain’t it?
真实 by 张惠妹
你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人, 都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真
太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实, 爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次, 一见你就无法坚持
我忘了这是第几次, 一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实, 爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私, 拒绝更寂寞的日子
会不会是我太自私, 拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
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