Saturday, October 27, 2007

AND WHEN YOU START TO MISS ME… REMEMBER… YOU LET ME GO

27 October 2007
Saturday (31 Degree Celsius)
Lonely Night @ 2100 (Singapore time)
Listen: 我终于失去了你 by 赵传
Mood: *Life is…lonely*

No prize for guessing where I am and why I am here. Told you I hate weekends crowd and prefer to stay at home, smoking, eating, surfing aimlessly etc etc, the making of a LOSER, or rather, it has already been made. Yes, so here I am, at the comfort (as best as I could) of my home, just had dinner and now waiting to sleep. How pathetic life has becometh for me… Morning wakes up, see around, surf net, eat, surf net, shower, eat, surf net, sleep, wakes up, eat, you know the drill. Soon, I will be nothing but a walking zombie, trying to find out what ever happened to my life (think the smart zombies in Resident Evil, Extinction). Ok, maybe not so traumatizing but let’s leave it as it is.

*Censored Paragraphs for the betterment of everyone

I give up already, if there is fate, then we will meet, if not, then it never was in the first place.

Why can’t my life be "I meet you, you meet me, we both fall in love and lived happily ever after…" Does that only happened to others and not me? Or was that in fairy tales only… tales spun by others for the sake of humanity… keeping the hope and faith alive?

I am lonely…

我终于失去了你 by 赵传

当所有的人离开我的时候, 你劝我要耐心等候
并且陪我渡过生命中最长的寒冬, 如此地宽容

当所有的人靠紧我的时候, 你要我安静从容
似乎知道我有一颗永不安静的心, (我)容易蠢动

我终于让千百双手在我面前挥舞, 我终于拥有了千百个热情的笑容
我终于让人群被我深深的打动
我却忘了告诉你, 你一直在我心中

啊~我终于失去了你
在拥挤的人群中
我终于失去了你
当我的人生第一次感到光荣

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