Friday, May 30, 2008

FRANKLY MY DEAR, I DON’T GIVE A DAMN…

30 May 2008
Friday (27 Degree Celsius)
Rainy early Morning @ 0030 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 诱惑的街by梁静茹
Mood: *Peaceful Wind still*

I finally learn to say NO to her.

She text this evening, wanting to chill out, any place. I thought that was odd, since she never ever wants to do anything vaguely alongside with me. After kpo-ing, she said she was sad and needed a drink. Normally, Bird will seize such opportunity and try to be the hero. But alas, Bird has gone pass that stage long ago. Sorry Honey… I ain’t going to belittle myself for you, always at your beck and calls, always that spare tyre in the boot. This time, you have to wallow in self pity alone…Life’s tough, too bad for you… but really…

Finally finished my 3 days Internal Audit course. Tiring but at least Lynn was there. She was the cold cold queen, as usual haha. Went for karaoke session with Elvan and some friends. An ex-colleague was there too, thought she was rather cute. Gave her a lift home and chat up a bit. She’s damn cute, can? So that basically summed up my day

The prospect of spending my life eternity alone does not sound that bad a thing after all.

有了我你应该什么都不缺, 心再野也知道该拒绝, 有什么心结难解竟然让你离不开这一切…

缘难了

情难了

为什么我就是离不开这一切…

DId I mention she's really cute? ah yes ...



诱惑的街 by 梁静茹

这样深的夜下过雨的街, 连星光就要熄灭你赴的是什么样的约
原无意说这些, 只是对你还有感觉, 以为一切残缺, 都能用爱解决

可是我除了爱你, 没有别的凭借, 话由真心, 才说的如此直接
也许是夜色让人不知胆怯

有了我你是否什么都不缺, 心再野也知道该拒绝
有什么心结难解, 竟让你离不开这一切

只是你生在诱惑的街, 只是你生在沉伦的午夜
血里的狂野对真实与幻觉, 已无分别
所以你也无从察觉, 情由何时冷却
你从来不了解, 心痛有多么强烈
不知若要我为爱妥协, 我宁愿它幻灭

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