Tuesday, May 27, 2008

抱歉我不能还你的爱

27 May 2008
Tuesday (28 Degree Celsius)
Rainy Tuesday @ 2030 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 爱错了by张克帆
Mood: *Peaceful Wind*

Today start of a 3 day long course on some ISO audit thingy. It was ok, a little bored but still bearable. The only eye candy was Lynn. Though she is not Y (as in SYT) but she is cute. Always the cold queen look, haha, I like.

Thought of painting the town red on Friday… The only problem now is finding the right kakis for this effort. I always enjoy partying with LK and Han. They are the best, beside the fact that they are my best friends… They are simply awesome. Haha, I’m serious… At our age, people are either busy with procreation or onto parenting proper whereas us are still letting loose. Dang…

Speaking of loose, I gave up on my clerks. Tell them to do anything always this cannot, that cannot. Prep talk, motivation, more prep talk, more talk cock sing song session, all buang. Haiz, Give up man. It is ok, I don’t blame them, slowly but surely, they are going to learn to do it my way. Yup, it is my way or the highway baby…

Since we are on the baby topic, that is why also the town will be in red… Haha, ok, fine, I will be nice…

Oh Yelin has given birth to a cute baby boy and now in confinement period. Aww, hope to see her soon. Gosh, it has been like 2 ½ years since she, lele and me took a proper picture haha…

As you can also see… my blog (risk dying a youthful death) is getting from dreary to suicidal boring. The only reason I can think is… lack of inspiration. Remember, I am at my most eloquent and涛涛江水远远不绝 stage only when I am in despair, pain and out of love. So there you go… I am at peace with myself now. Maybe, just maybe I might find some funny bone or issues dear to me to blog on. Till then, have fun and make do with my boring-er post as day goes by.



爱错了by 张克帆

你的泪水浣涎的流
没有一丝挣扎也不做任何反驳
是我猜中你的心思说中你的心事纠葛难舍
事到如今谁爱谁多不由分说

全怪我自己太洒脱
以为爱能够填补你心中伤口
当我给的愈来愈多,你却显得退缩仓惶失措
才发现你的泪全不是为我

但付出的是感情怎能回收
爱都爱了又当如何
怎么能让心不痛面对着你依然故我
爱与不爱的失落放在胸口

但感情的事怎么权衡轻重
错都错了又当如何
爱个人爱到忘我咎由自取身陷其中
男人啊也会软弱只是不说

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