DO YOU LOVE ME? COULD YOU LEARN TO LOVE ME? PLEASE?

11 May 2008
Sunday (29 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2010 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 听海By 张惠妹
Mood: *Can you learn to love me? Please*

I’m a little perplexed, maybe with a hint of “Oh this is Just fucking Great”… You see, after a whole week of sms flirting and I am supposed to be meeting her at 3am (after she knocks off) at work and what did I get? She was drunk…Let’s for a moment put the Drunkness aside; and focus on things like we haven’t got any common topic. Which is way beside the point but hey, we are like living on 2 different worlds. She is nice but somehow, there is something about her that I can’t find an easier word for it… Maybe it is social gap… maybe it is something else but it doesn’t matter… I can live without such burden.

Why troubled the already troubled heart?

Another smoking session (on my part). I drove 20km down south to Labrador park and all I get is a lousy T-shirt… haha… cannot always go Jurong hill… Must change location sometime…

Just so we are on a lighter mood to welcome another week of work…

A man walking along a California beach was deep in prayer. Suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you are faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish."

The man said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can drive over anytime I want."

The Lord said, "Your request is very materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of work. The supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that would honor and glorify me."

The man thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish that I could understand my wife. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when she says ‘nothing's wrong,’ and how I can make her truly happy."

The Lord replied, "You want two lanes or four on that bridge?"

Simply adore this song…

听海 By 曹格



听海 By 张惠妹



写信告诉我今天海是什么颜色, 夜夜陪着你的海心情又如何
灰色是不想说蓝色是忧郁, 而漂泊的你狂浪的心停在哪里

写信告诉我今夜你想要梦什么, 梦里外的我是否都让你无从选择
我揪着一颗心整夜都闭不了眼睛, 为何你明明动了情却又不靠近

听海哭的声音, 叹息着谁又被伤了心却还不清醒
一定不是我至少我很冷静, 可是泪水就连泪水也都不相信

你听海哭的声音, 这片海未免也太多情悲泣到天明
写封信给我就当最后约定, 说你在离开我的时候是怎样的心情