Saturday, April 26, 2008

I WISH THIS DAY COULD HAVE LASTED LONGER… BUT NO… FOR MY SAKE, NO…

26 April 2008
Saturday (30 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2010 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 他没有错 by 范玮琪
Mood: *Nothingness is but a Feeling*

I don’t wish last night could have last any longer than it needed to. Maybe just for the time we were actually chatting but no, it has to stop. I have to stop, for posterity.

Ok, that’s a lame excuse to show how pathetically affected I am. Actually it was a no brainer; I didn’t even start anything, why would I be sad? The things I do to mask my sadness… But then, Kian Kian has a point; Who cares, Just Do it. That is why also, she and me are best of friends muahaha.

Speaking of which, it has been ages since I last partied. Hmm, this Friday looks good with Kian Kian back from her flight but Han will be… OUT for holidays!! Argh! How fun can it be without 2 of my best friends!! Just feel like wasting my life away, easier for the heart too.

So beside those heart wrenching moments this week, what’s been up, man?

Same work, different day. Last Thursday one of my admin assistant created a minor stir when she turns up to work in this mini skirt. Ok, I wasn’t at all affected cos she is like 5 years my senior and besides, she is already a mother of 3. Mostly because for some weird wiring in my head, I am not attracted to her AT ALL. I’m serious!

I mean I do like anything that moves but now… Anyway, she was like the topic of discussion that day. Oh well… I can’t stop them from wearing anything and besides, I can’t be bothered. As long as it doesn’t affect my department performance, you can literally do anything you want.

That is the nature of things. If not, it is the usual sleep, work, smoke, drink, get drunk, romp and the cycle continues for as long as I can remember.

Oh yes, tomorrow again planning to go to Sunrise event with Kweky. Wish us luck, Blue Skies!

他没有错 by 范玮琪

就这样放了彼此的手, 究竟是尽头还是个出口
只是我还记得, 她每一次抚摸
只是我还熟悉, 她每一个轮廓

不知道从此要难过多久, 我相信一定和孤独一样久
原来天长地久 是形容一种痛 这样的有始有终
换来怎样的海阔天空

她没有错, 只是没有爱我很久
她没有错, 是我飞蛾扑火
我求一个经过不妄想一个结果, 她没有错
她没有错, 只是没有为我停留
她没有错, 是爱的不是时候
她没有错, 只是没有陪我到最后

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