Sunday, April 27, 2008

每天早晨对我微笑著的你

27 April 2008
Sunday (34 Degree Celsius)
Evening @ 2010 (Singapore Time)
Listen: 新不了情 by 万芳
Mood: *Floating in and around*

Today finally made it to Sunrise Event. Didn’t sleep too well last night though, only managed (at best) a 2 hours dozing (hardly) time. To make matter worst, I kept dreaming I was late for the sunrise event and all the unnecessary obstacles. Oh well, 3am alarm rang, off to shower, grabbed the car and all the way to Kweky’s place. Lucky he was on time… Went to a very early breakfast at 4.30am and by the time we finished, it haven’t even near 5am. Decided to go West Coast Macdonald for Tea and Coffee fix, idle here and there and reach Mount Faber at 6.15am.

Did I mention 2 geniuses against all odds and conventions, discard all fucking logic and actually embark on a dead end trip to watch Sunrise on the southern tip of Singapore? And at the southern side of Mt Faber somemore… Brilliant eh? Ok, so the First Ray sort of came by at 6.30am. But alas, all the wonders of Mother Nature were blocked by fricking big trees in and around the viewing platform. Double whammy but hey, that’s life. We managed to grab some photos though (which will be posted in time to come or when Kweky feels like sending them over to me, whichever is earlier) while I am enjoying a good smoke break. I love smoking in the morning, but that’s another story…

I always love a good old morning time; it is like a new beginning, a new start to everything. I am by nature not an optimistic creature but hey, every bird has its day, ya? Err, anyway, I still love morning, despite every fuck things that has somehow found their association with it (like my Ex. GF departure long long time ago). Still, life goes on. Indeed, pleasures are abundance for those who treasure that very moment in time. Somehow, bullshitting with my eyes wide open never felt this good. Damn it…

Went to my afternoon run again, to de-stress; wasting all my energy away, numbing my pain in the process. It was a ridiculously hot day this afternoon, I nearly died cock standing but alas, it was never meant to be that way. So I survive, live for another day just so that I could have that long shot at meeting you. I feel so alive, knowing that I can see you again tomorrow and the day after, for as long as it could be. But to what purpose… When you are not even real...

Still, I hope to see you in my dreams, even for that briefest moment, it is a life worth living for… Even if there is no one in it...



新不了情 by 万芳

心若倦了泪也干了, 这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老, 已不见你暮暮与朝朝

这一份情永远难了, 愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何死守到老, 怎样面对一切我不知道

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了, 为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

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