因为太了解所以很伤心, 没有你只好听着风的呼吸

1 April 2010

Grey Thursday (32 Degree Celsius)

Late Night @ 2150 (Singapore Time)

Listen: 了解 by 孙燕姿

Mood: *Normal”

Lena went for a quick gynecology check and to settle our otherwise rattling hearts, the doctor decided to do a CTG (Scan for contraction, heart rate and stuff). We stayed under observation in ward for about 1 ½ hour. At least that got us assured that everything is ok. Naughty little baby…

Went back to office and faced with a complaint of harassment. I literally screwed the culprit and make sure that it never ever happens again, at least not under my watch. Everyone was perked up by it, what can be a better way to end the long weekend. Alas, I am on duty tomorrow but still, it’s a good holiday. Oh yes, I got like 3% increment, some say it is not even enough for a bottle of red (wow, must be damn expensive kind). Well, don’t complain lah, might as well move on. And that is precisely what I going to do… Just give me the opportunity…

Of course, things don’t just fall from heaven, unlike shit, so how? I shall actively hunt for my job; not necessarily a dream job, but something that will bring enable me to bring home bigger bacon and more bread. Yup, at a ripe old age of 32 and I can barely afford life’s wonders. KNNFB and all I can ever blame is myself; for fucking up my life big time.

I am not a loser, not stupid or lazy and I shall prove to the world that I am destined for greater things.

Watch this space.

了解 by 孙燕姿

等于结束的爱情

我和你从两个窗口看出去

往事远远地, 演着一场无声的电影　

没人注意

躲着回忆的生体　

带领我和你的名字向前进

作废的曾经, 留在离开你那天, 挥不去

因为太了解所以很伤心　

没有你只好听着风的呼吸

却有种叫做时间的东西　

说没问题, 最后我们会痊癒

因为太了解我无法坚定　

这一次会要掉眼泪的决定

有些遗憾只能一个人听

很对不起, 我还是珍惜

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