HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY
16 December 2008
Tuesday (30 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2100 (Singapore Time)
Listen: Blower’s Daughter by Tanya Chua
Mood: *AWW, Look at SKY*
Not much things to update lately also. December is here, its like wow… 10 Months gone in a blink. SO how now purple cow? Gee, I don’t really know…
Then it hits me…
I feel her.
I can’t live without her. Her smile, her laughter, the touch of her skin and the smell of her hair, the tenderness of her voice, the sweetness of her kiss… It is all I ever wish for. I can feel her warmth when we cuddled; it feels so safe and comforting. Every movement met with such euphoria. She loves me, I love her. We love us…
I missed her then, I missed her now.
We should meet in another life, I told her.
It will be fun, I said. It will be nice and it will be perfect. Just like fairy tales… You do like fairy tales?
How? She asked…
Similar scenario lah; Sing Karaoke, then I wink at her, she wink at me and we lived happily ever after.
We laugh heartily…
We must find each other ok? In the next life and many lives after… She made me promised her.
And this time, she added, we will be the first and last relationship …
But what if…
What if…
I am afraid I might not be able to find you anymore. The world is so big, filling every corner with people and more people. What if I missed you; alighting off a bus, in opposite direction on board the escalator… brushing past shoulders in the sidewalk? What if we are forever lost in the chaos? What if … we are never ever fated to be one again?
I love her so much…
I told her we only have about 50 odd years together (on a very generous estimate). The fear of losing her clouded my thoughts. 50 years together and we will be alone again. Then, my eyes watered…I don’t want to leave her… she is part of my life, as much as I am of her but what can I do? We are mere mortal, racing to embrace whatever time we have left together. This is life, our life.
And I died, a sad & lonely man
But I do have faith, faith that one day we will meet again. This life, the next and many many more after.
For my beautiful wife
My Companion, My soulmate, the mother of our beautiful kids, the pillar of my strength
You are all I ever wished for.
And I love you
Tuesday (30 Degree Celsius)
Night @ 2100 (Singapore Time)
Listen: Blower’s Daughter by Tanya Chua
Mood: *AWW, Look at SKY*
Not much things to update lately also. December is here, its like wow… 10 Months gone in a blink. SO how now purple cow? Gee, I don’t really know…
Then it hits me…
I feel her.
I can’t live without her. Her smile, her laughter, the touch of her skin and the smell of her hair, the tenderness of her voice, the sweetness of her kiss… It is all I ever wish for. I can feel her warmth when we cuddled; it feels so safe and comforting. Every movement met with such euphoria. She loves me, I love her. We love us…
I missed her then, I missed her now.
We should meet in another life, I told her.
It will be fun, I said. It will be nice and it will be perfect. Just like fairy tales… You do like fairy tales?
How? She asked…
Similar scenario lah; Sing Karaoke, then I wink at her, she wink at me and we lived happily ever after.
We laugh heartily…
We must find each other ok? In the next life and many lives after… She made me promised her.
And this time, she added, we will be the first and last relationship …
But what if…
What if…
I am afraid I might not be able to find you anymore. The world is so big, filling every corner with people and more people. What if I missed you; alighting off a bus, in opposite direction on board the escalator… brushing past shoulders in the sidewalk? What if we are forever lost in the chaos? What if … we are never ever fated to be one again?
I love her so much…
I told her we only have about 50 odd years together (on a very generous estimate). The fear of losing her clouded my thoughts. 50 years together and we will be alone again. Then, my eyes watered…I don’t want to leave her… she is part of my life, as much as I am of her but what can I do? We are mere mortal, racing to embrace whatever time we have left together. This is life, our life.
And I died, a sad & lonely man
But I do have faith, faith that one day we will meet again. This life, the next and many many more after.
For my beautiful wife
My Companion, My soulmate, the mother of our beautiful kids, the pillar of my strength
You are all I ever wished for.
And I love you
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