MEET BOB, BOB TRIED TO STEAL MY COOKIES, HAHA BOB, HAHA

12 October 2007
Sudden Shower Friday (30 Degree Celsius)
Afternoon @ 1400 (Singapore time)
Listen: 用情by 张信哲
Mood: *It is but another Day*

Today had a revelation; it seems for better or for worst, I am defined by my job. Such revelation can only happened when you are like me, going to be jobless in 6 days time and with no future in sight. It seems also humans (as much as we hated the idea), live on hope, stability and peace. Now, try removing 2 of it and you will understand my feelings. Oh Drats. Nevertheless, every minute of my staying here is a verification of my humiliation and undermining my self worth. Argh…

But I did say a long time ago that being lobo in Cheese pie Company is sian but got cheese pie pay rather than lobo-ing at home, no cheese pie company but also no cheese pie pay, such theory in itself is self fulfilling. How nice…

But we need to wake up from our day dreams some time… Like Mr Nyo says; 有时候，应该有决定放弃的智慧，男人的青春也是有限的… Ok, point taken.

用情 by 张信哲

不怨不悔难有相同的感情给谁
对与不对由时间体会
谁不是这样以为骗自己忘了无所谓
却事与愿违往事轻扣我心扉

花开的美美不过你笑容的妩媚

午夜梦回怕景物憔悴
怎能不这样以为没有你尝遍痛苦滋味
是我太沉醉让思念步步相随

我用情付诸流水爱比不爱可悲
听山盟海誓曾经说的字字都珍贵
想你温柔的双臂会甜蜜的圈住谁

我用情付诸流水爱比不爱可悲
听山盟海誓曾经说的字字都珍贵
不见男人的眼泪停在眼眶里
那样苦苦徘徊